Why yes indeed, this was an evening.

Well this evening was full of fun adventures and...interesting experiences.

I talked to mom on the way to get milk (baha ironic huh?), then got to see my old friend Natalie coming out of the store-the 2nd time in one month. Came home...ate graham crackers and milk...then spontaneously went to see the film festival with my roommates Brynn. It was a lot of fun! Not as long as we were expecting, but it was nice. Then came home and with Carly and Brynn went to Kiwi Loco to get to check out the waffles they have serving with their frozen yogurt now-yum!

Howevers- On the way there laughing and have a good time with my ladies, we passed Shawn...holding hands with another girl. We quickly got out a hey to each other while passing then got onto our own ways. It didn't effect me at first...not until we got home and i had time to actually think about it. It doesn't bother me that he was with another girl...but it just bothered me that they became that close in such a short amount of time after we broke up. It's been 2 weeks today. 

I know in my heart that breaking up was the right thing to do-shoot my life is so clearer now and everything seems right and uncluttered. I haven't felt any regret about our decision since we broke up...I guess it just gets me a bit down that he gets over things that fast. Heck, after he broke off an wedding engagement he was back to going on dates with other girls in 2 weeks. I know he works fast, but the fact that they're already holding hands makes me think that he works...really fast. In 2 weeks he's already in a seriously relationship with a girl. More like less than 2 weeks because it's after 12 now, aka I'm considering it Thursday.

Is that sad?

Or am I just over reacting?

I still consider Shawn my friend. It's just when you see someone who you had a deep relationship with, now with someone else...you can't help but re-feel those old emotions...and it's making me sad...even though it really shouldn't. This is practically the first sadness/mourning I've had since we broke up.

IN OTHER NEWS 

Conan O'Brien was funny tonight. Had fun laughing it up with all my roomies tonight :] 

Frozen Yogurt on top of a Belgium waffle is quite delicious!  

-How is the weather effects-

Yo yo it's the afternoon!

 Actually it's practially evening now but I figure I'm not in my bed-plus the sun is still out. Defintely day :)

My older brother Matt stopped by for a while, and i didn't notice until he was here in front of me how much i really miss him. He can be such a spaz at times...but I feel there is so much i can learn from him. He has a good way with handling people. He's not afriad to go out there and make new friends, and he does it while totally being himself. It's quite admirable :)

Perhaps hanging out with him more often will enable me to be willing to act myself while going out there and making new friends. I love my family. Even though there is only a couple of weeks left in the semester, I'm going to try and spend a lot of time with Matt. That way when we go home it wont be like only one of us is comming home from college.

Haha! Actually I've been meaning to take him out on a date for THE longest time. There are TONS of things to do here in Rexburg. Perhaps in the next couple weekends or something I'll plan something for us to do.

GOAL #1

Become closer to my siblings

GOAL #2

Become closer to my roommates

GOAL #3

Don't be afriad to set out of my element to make a new friend.

So now it's time to live the rest of my day.

Need to go and buy some milk.

Will go exercize later tonight.

Maybe watch some Conan O'Brian with the Absterz.

Heehee now sitting in the exercize room because it has air conditioning. Our apartment is so hot and we don't have any AC. It's odd to see this place so hot...I think I actually prefer the cold to the heat. Being cold is easy to rememdy. Being in an apartment with no AC? Shorts can only get you so far. Haha oh the Burg,

you're truely a site to behold!

Now it's off to the store. I rather like this frequent blogging :)

Gives me something to look forward to as well as help get little memories down you like-wise probably would have forgotten. Until tonight!

Salutations Sun!

Well...last night certainly was interesting
 
I had a dream I was making out with Morgan Smith.

Then later in dream land I was married to John Stamos.  Cute ain't he? He was trying to seduce me in bed with big kisses but i was trying to stop him because I saw our kids in the room and heck knows you don't want your kids seeing you do that! I honestly think that dream came because I'd listened to the song "Your Love" by I See Stars. It was a remake but it sounds so good! The main name in the song is Jesse, so I believe that's how dreams of Stamos Cam around. Dreams are the oddest yet coolest things huh?

Last night I said I would write 3 times today. This is number one...and last night I had a good idea about what I'd be able to write about...but now I'm not so sure...

think

think

think

I was thinking that at some point today I could do homework or blog at Sammy's. They have free WI-FI there and it's close to the plasma center so i could just hop on over and get needles stuck in me.

Well...this is all I have. Perhaps I'll get more inspirational as the day goes on :D