Post-Date!

The date went better than I thought it would. 

Had a lot of fun with Tommy :]

However I do not want anything serious to come from this.

I CANNOT see me dating him; however, a friendship is not unwelcome.

The end

Before the Storm?-?

I would sit out in the living room with Carly, but it's just twice as hot out there-plus I don't want to change outta this tank.

Guess what?

Tonight is the night I'm going on a date with Abbie's friend Tommy.

We're going to eat at Ramirez then play glow in the dark mini golf at Fat Cats. It should be interesting. If anything I'm excited to be getting out and dating again. He definitely isn't the most attractive...and he might be shorter than me, but at this time I'll take what I can get. He has roommates :)

It'll be fun I'm sure of that. Getting to meet new people is always way fun.

Lets keep our fingers crossed it'll go alright

I'll tell you how it went when I come home tonight.

Wreckin' cars here

I consciously slept through my two classes today. I think I've missed enough classes of my Health and Wellness class to officially have failed. Which is rather sad because it was practically my easiest class. Man I'm stupid.

The dreams I had were really good and interesting-that's one plus about missing my classes this morning. Now that I say it out loud that's a really pathetic excuse.

The 4th of July at Idaho falls yesterday was really nice. The area we were at was so beautiful. Makes me wish I could turn into a tree so I could stay there and appreciate it's beauty every day.

I'm feeling like a lonely girl right now.

Now I can understand why some people are always in a relationship. 

It's like being with a boy fills this large empty space inside of you. Everyone is born with it.

Now that he's gone I feel open and exposed.

In risk of getting a gruesome black disease-but...

I will take care of this space so that when someone comes along who will truly fill that space, it'll be ready.

No one wants to come home to a dirty house.

With me, I want him to feel at home. Another place he belongs and wants to stay...perhaps for forever.

But of course I would have tabasco sause on my Ice Cream!

 

 I was about to take a nap when all of a sudden I was hit by an energy of awakness and a drive to write/say/do something inspirational.

Not exactly sure why, but for some reason I feel motivated to-the only problem is...I'm not sure how, to whom, or what to talk about that's inspirational.

Although to be inspired by something, you don't need it to be about a specific...something.

And i don't want to do the whole "type till something comes out of me" deal .

[Honestly I'm missing Shawn right now because we'd be out on a walk or doing something active. I think I'd like to do something...just not by myself]

You know what's weird? (I think I might have talked about this before-if so, sorry!) How your personality can change depending on who you're around. Not drastically, but like you're more outgoing or more quiet just because that's how the people you're around effect how you act.